the secret

been so long since ive blogged. I had my up's and down's this days.But mostly i am perfectly fine,i guess.Im trying to get over this sucky awful feelings which i will have it everyday.Everytime 'that person' pass by,all of the sudden,this memory...beautiful memory came and go for like 2 minutes.I shook my head,trying to get that depressing memory out cause i am tired of holding back my tears...i am so tired of hearing my friends saying "you have got to get over him!". My answer will always be a no.

Anyways,school is okay.Trying to keep myself busy.Today,there's this senamrobik thingi at the hall.Me and nat went half way and went back to class cause we have chemistry,we thought twice and decided not to go.I feel so lonely in class nowdays.Everyday when i go to school,this bad aura covers the air.
Im gonna switch class to 4 gamma,i guess.I really hope i get the chance to do so.Atleast i have few of my close friends there.They can really keep me company.

will i ever get over you? i know im not going to.Chances is all we need.

xoxo.