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searching for answersthat evaded me for so long,i got lost in a maze of treacheryhidden under a mask of innocence;
it’s been so longwords kept me awakeall night long, makingme restless and confused;
drowning in the wishesof a long lost past,i let my life down,i let myself down;
in the midst of the nightunder the velvet skiesi surrendered to lifei whisper for forgiveness;
so with a smile on my lips and a wish on my heart i give faith(hope) one more reason i give life another chance to make my wish come true;

waking up drenched in sweat

realizing it’s nothing but a nightmare

I get up to drink a glass of water

to drown the fear that woke me up!

sins I have done plenty

I do not know if the good I did is enough

to grant me a passage to heaven

or worse, born again as human;

never cared for what people thought,

never worried about those who left,

never a minute I spent crying over split milk,

what had to happen, had to happen!

what I was yesterday is what I am today,

yet people think I have changed,

I wonder why!I take life as it comes

no expectations and no demands!
with the guillotine waiting at every step,

uncertainty looms large over tomorrow,

I fear I need to live every moment

of today before I am dead!

the grey sky looming above,

rain drops still dripping down from the pregnant clouds above,

we set out on our journey once again;
around and around we go in slow circles,

moving to the beat of the thunder and rain that surrounds us;
as the droplets hit the ground,

shattered realizations lay scattered

reminding me nothing is same

as it seems to be;

as another memory turns to dust i cut the life

line that attaches me to the past

and i shove it back into the depths

where nothing will ever bring it back alive;
the rain does nothing to stop our journey,

never forgetting,

who we are we walk these streets of madness,

knowing that,

without each-other….. we are simply incomplete.

You and You Alone

at times i felt
i’ve come to the end of life,

attempts to change

seems as futile as stupidity;

when the sun sets with a final red blaze

i tried to cross the borders of reality

into a world where my desires met

the dreams of tomorrow;

now i feel

i am on top of the world

nothing could go wrong

with my dreams coming true one by one

only time stands in the way of this one;

my whole life altered

in one single moment

giving a reason

for this mortal existence;

When you talk to me,

I feel like heaven when we talk,

I just can’t leave you

nor say goodbye to you;

So hard to write down

All I need to say

I find myself tongue tied

No right words come ’round

But each time I look at you

I hope you see it in my eyes

The love that shines for you;

searching for that longing touch

from the moment I looked into your eyes,

I knew my life was about to change,

i knew the love that i carry is

for you and you alone