Dear life

woke up at 9.Went for the exchange student (AFS) talk.Decided to apply to US. Then went back home,switch on the tv,watch mtv,michael jackson on scene,mommy went to the living room and shake shake shake while the song was still on and i joined her.haha.After the song,she lay down and fell asleep till 2.30 p.m. I went for art class today,drew a figure and painted it.I was expressing myself through painting.The room was silent,i concentrated,thinking while painting.The silent is what i needed.I had a good run :) Now im in my cousin's home.Mom is downstairs talking to my grandma and my aunty.They talked non-stop,gossiping,talking about politics especially.haha.Well,they're living their life and i live mine.Well ofcourse mine is empty now,theirs are still A whole. Im just standing still. My life is a mess right now.It just aint right and im here attending my course of making it right again.Im still trying....