When we started out years ago,
Warmth ruled in our little household,
We cuddled and kisses would flow,
Love and passion were uncontrolled.
But now I can no longer find the glow,
All by myself I shiver in the cold,
When a knife cuts, tears and blood flow,
This scar in my heart I’ll bear ‘till I’m old.
I have to look ahead with courage, I know,
Lift my spirit and better days will unfold,
No one knows what the future will show,
It is up to me to live my life and be bold.
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Until (until) the end (the end) of time
From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you,
and I wanna have your kids
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
And I will miss you cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
My dreams I have continued to pursue,
Up high I tried to reach all the stars in view,
You stood by me all the way through,
Gave me hope that a better future will ensue,
Kept me grounded when too high I flew,
Urged me on when hopelessness grew,
Now I believe dreams can come true,
Because in my life there is you.
Im inlove with poems now.So,anyway,today i had breakfast with syazwan,aiman,sara and addie at mamak bistro.thats the only place where there is a possible chance to go.Its near and convinient.Eventhough the place sucks,but hey what the hell.haha.So,i thought i could wake up early today,but no.Syazwan missed called me like 5 times to wake me up and for the last time he called only i realized my phone is acually ringing.HAHA.But before han called,aimn texted me says "Aly,WAKE UP!." and i still didnt realized that.Okay then a few minutes later,sara texted me,she says "Katne Ali.." till then i realize she texted me.haha.After she texted me i fell asleep again.i have no idea why i was so sleepy today.I felt so weak! A few minutes later,my mum scream at me and she said "NUR ALIAH HUSNA! wake up! apa ni anak dara bangun lambat......" hahaha.im like ok ok.shhhhh.then i woke up and took a cold shower and head to bistro. The weird thing is my mum joined me and my friends too.And im glad,they were cool about it =). Then i went home around 12.30pm. Sara,aiman and addie went back home with me,they took a cab from my house and went to subang parade.Aiman wanted to buy guitar hero,sara had to follow for the sake of aiman.haha.Addie had to go to work at baskin robbin.haihhh.so kesiaan him.haha.
Then,when everyone is out.I took a short break and online.A few minutes later,my mum open her room door and said,lets go to the gym.I refuse but then she made her puupy dog face and she really pulled it off.So,i went to the gym today.i worked out.If aiman is reading this,im sure he'll be laughing by now.haha.After the gym,i went to big apple and packed 6 donuts.yummy!.Then,i went home with a big smile on my face.In the car,my mum said "Aliah,im sleeping in damansara tonight with uncle." The sadness had overcome the happiness. By the way,UNCLE stands for my stepfather.his cool,but having a stepfather,is a defenate NO NO.HMMMM. okaay,then when ive arrived home,i went straight to my room and had a hot shower.ahhhh,it feels so good. =)
After that,around 7 pm,here comes daddy. So, tonight,its just me and my daddy. His already asleep now and im not.Anyways,tonight,right now,at 12.30a.m , i feel sad,i feel depress,i feel like killing myself.Im not me this days.Even farah said so. she said "it's true. you've changed. i've never seen you getting pissed at someone pun. but kat penang ada. i mcm, :O.
xoxo.
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