resolution.

olla. i have to say celebrating new year at home with family is much more fun than celebrating it with friends.haha. Me and my family watch movies and talk and laugh. I mean,we had so much fun. :P

CURRENT : i just got back from school shopping.haha. Bought shoes,clothes,books and stationeries.Maannn,im suddenly all excited to go to school. i think im all ready :D

Heres my new year resolution :

1) buckle-up on my studies
2)NO BOYS
3)accomplish my ambition
4)make mama and daddy proud :)
5)try to be a top student in school (yeah,like that will happen,haha)
6)Read as much as possible


So,there you go :). i'll stick to it and i will definitely try to make it happen.
Oh well,thats all for now. toodles.

when the sun rises

its 12.41 p.m. , just got back from mama timah's house. i woke syazwan up,he is like a teddy bear.haha.adorably cute cousin :) Anyways, then i went and pick my brother up at 15,he went to take his driver test. And now,im home.aahhh home sweet home. Later i'll be going to parade with my grandma,my aunty and my mum. I dont think i'll be celebrating new year,i feel very the malas.haha.no idea why.

So,to all of you out there,have fun at curve or pyramid. Happy New Year! I'll post another blog tonight,you'll see my new resolution.Its going to be tight. Oh well,toodles

.xoxo.

i did it with pleasure

Im gonna be truely honest to you people okay?

So,today was the PMR results collection.Went to school around 10.Waited for an hour and a half,sweating like mad,it was really hot.And then,it was 1130 a.m. when i looked at the back of the hall i saw my mom and han's mom.I didnt expect they will be in the school hall with me.Im like SHIT!. Anyways,then results was out around 12p.m.

Here's my slip PMR.I got 3A's 3C's and 2B's.Im not totally proud,but on the other hand i got science A and math A,im relieve cause its an important subject and ITS A MUST to get an A.So i did it,im going in pure science.Im not ashamed of myself for getting 3A's cause i know ive worked hard enough and yes,i am proud of myself.For heaven sake,its just PMR. We still have SPM which is far most MAJOR exam. So my advice,get it over with and study hard for upcoming year.Thats my new year resolution.

A's :math,science and english

B's:agama and BM

C's:sejarah.geografi and KH (yucky subject,ergh!.i dont really care)

oh no

here we come.....

PMR results,im coming to get you. Oh my,i have butterflies in my stomach
Well,people wish me luck. *breathe!

im just a lil miss Nobody

There's a girl,who sits under the bleachers,just another day eating alone.And though she smiles,there is something just hiding and she cant find a way to relate.She just goes unnoticed.As the crowd passes by, she'll pretend to be busy.When inside she just wants to cry.She'll say...
Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible.Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes.Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible.Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day.When you'll ask her,her name.
The beginning, in the first weeks of class,she did everything to try and fit in but the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface.And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs.And the more that they joked and the more that they screamed,she retreated to where she is now.And she'll sing...
Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible.Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes.Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name.

And one day just the same as the last,just the days been in counting the time,
Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind.....

You've gone to far detective.

HEART CLIVE OWEN!

Amazing INSIDE MAN movie. Im obviously impress by the director. There's nothing left to say accept for the movie was very appealing :P

Rings

Hey yaaaw! looks like im back-in-the-mood for blogging

Well,let see..... hmmmmm,so,i went to pyramid today with farah and surprisingly elysha can make it!like FINALLY! haha.We arrived at about 11.30 a.m. We went straight to the cinema to buy 3 tickets for the movie.We watch " the day when the earth stood still"(if im not mistaken).Okay then,we went had our lunch at carls jr.Elysha couldnt finished her burger cause she was really full and nonetheless,the burger was quite big,i must say.
Next,i was talking to them about piercing and stuff and i was wondering wether i wanted to do it or not.So,i ended up piercing at my nose :P.I mean,at first i dont really have the guts to pierce,but then i did it anyway.Its once at a life time.Why not right? Its an experience for me.hmmmm,okay moving on. Then,we're of to the movie.The movie SUCKS!! Do not watch that movie.Gosh! haha.Anyways,after the movie i went to wafer world and meet aiman,sara and lanee. We had a great time talking.Okay laaa.While i was with them,elysha and farah went walking around to nike and from nike to adidas and so on.So then,i ended up being at starbucks.We met redza,addie and syazwan.

Elysha and farah were not with me at the moment.But a few minutes later they called me and said elysha is living soon,they're waiting fr her driver to come and pick her up.I was thinking "Daamnn,how am i going home.hmmmmm" Then,im like,"farah,hold on im coming! WAIT!"
So,i raaaaann,to the old wing entrance and i got there on time.That was such a relieve! haha
Im back home around 5.30 p.m. Farah stayed at my house for a while and waited for her brother? to pick her up.haha.

Then,i took a shower and lets say my family didnt know i pierce.Okay,they dont.But all of the sudden my brother came to me,look at me,he said" aliah pierce ehh?" Im like shit! So i just said yeahh. He got so mad and said to me take it off right now,or else i'll tell baba. I dont really have much choice,so i just said no,im not taking it out.I'll tell them tonight.he said,you better.
So,i went to my dad and he looked at me ad i said " Ba,aliah pierce kat hidung"
He got shocked and yell."HUH?!.Baba tak suka la aliah pierce.blablablablayadayadayada"
I just listen to his lecture and he ask me take it off,but i said no.haha.What a stubbor daughter i am.haha. ummmm anyways,then,my mum came home,she's like "im home!". I was in the kitchen,eating.Then,she came to me.She ask me,"sedap makan?". I didnt looked at her and just said yeahh.She's like,"why are you not looking at me?" I replied "please dont be mad"
Then i looked up.She's like" aliah pierce?!".My brother was there too. BUT,surprisingly,she didnt get mad or anything.She waaaas so cool! she's like,"alaaa,expirience,you can wear it.But when the school starts,take it of". I said "OKAY!" haha.In a happy way :P. On the other hand,my dad is still mad but his okay now,i guess.He is still telling me to take it off.But i keep saying no.Oh well.haha.

So,thats my story for the day :) Toodles.

xoxo

BOLLOCKS

Well,why dont you call me when youve grown up.
YOU,Selfish little muggle.Go and fuck shit laaaa.

Toodles,xoxo.

P/S : Saying sorry doesnt cure the pain you gave me.

Bullshit LIFE!

Hello universe....

im awfully feeling very VERY absolutely crappy today.FUN? puffff,fuck fun! Its been very tough this days for me to handle.This days aren't easy anymore. I feel restless,empty especiall.HEY,IM TSILL IN PHASE 1 FOR HEAVENS SAKE! Well,thank god the universe for making me living in HELL. WTF??!
I need peace,i need it badly. I need to get some peace of mind,PLEASE! i can't live this way.Its perfectly horrible.What a disaster! Ive never been sooo down before.hmmm.Sometimes i wish like screaming until my voice is out. I keep on listening to the songs which really make me awfully sad. AAAAhhhh.

Instant message : Sorry guys for being soooooo goddamn EMO! my bad.

My life totally sucks right now.Oh well,toodles.

DRAW

Liverpool 1 on 1 with arsenal.
I have to say arsenal's defence are very powerful.Im impress.

Hey,im a sport's girl.

Eventually,
I LOVE FOOTBALL. :D wohoooooo.

Toodles.xoxo

Penang Clan! yeaaaah baby.

Hey ho,lets go.....

Aliah is back people.hahaha.
i had a fun day! So,it all started at 9.30 a.m. I went to the supermarket in Shah Alam,seksyen 6 with my bubbly mum :). She bought fish,meat,chicken,some vege and i have to carry all those plastic bags.Maannn,it was HEAVY! haha.Anyways,then,went back home.I helped my mum cooking for lunch.I cooked 2 fish and i made sambal belaca :P. Not to brag or anything but my fish really taste good.I mean so good! haha.
Then,me and my mum cleaned the kitchen.It was spotless.Its worth every pain.Suddenly,i saw this coffee maker on the counter kitchen.So,i was like "ma,do you notice we have a coffee maker and we didnt even use it?" She's like " ha ah.i totally forgot about that." And then we were like,why dont we try it?. haha.The answer goes OKAY! we tried it and yes,well done aliah and mama,good job! It work.haha.So,then we serve coffee,one for me,one for daddy an done for mama.We 3 had a good talk at the kitchen and stuff.It was really fun.For me laaaa.

A few hourse later,we(me,mama,dad,kakak and haris) all had to get ready for a wedding in usj16.My cousin,she's only 19,and she's married,i mean i am happy for her,but i guess its to young to get married.But if she's happy,im happy :). Anyways,we got there around 8.30 p.m.
We got our sitting and the ceremony begins,and yadayadayadayada..........It goes on and on and on until we've finished our dinner.
Now,thats when the fun BEGIN! yeaaaah.
They had a dance floor,and a band singing and theres kareoke. All the old folks was singing.We were dancing like crazy. They sang sway and some others i couldnt recall.We were dancing like ca-ra-zy! :D.

Cousins all around! aaaaahhh,i wish i could turn back time.hmmmm.
Well, one thing i've to say....... *coughing,
I am aliah,im part of the penang clan,AND im proud of it :D
We are the mamak's,mix with many different raises,we are one of a kind,thank you!

Toodles!

xoxo

i hate this part right here

Oh hey,here comes the mojo back.shieshh.
what a day.......
well,lets see,i woke up at 645 a.m. just to get money from my dad before he goes to worsk.And i only get 18 bucks?. im like what the hell! i woke up early just for that and 18 bucks is only on my hands.gosh! then,i woke at 1030 a.m. to get ready for day outing at pyramid.Lucky,my mum didnt go to work yet,so she gave me 20 bucks. I went to pyramid with aqilah,farah and surprisingly hazim :). Im pretty happy he came.Its like aaahh finally,we could go out together.hihihi.So,we reach there around 12.15 p.m. We straight away went to the cinema to buy movie tickets for 4. We watched wildchild! Mann,that movie was soooo cool :D. its not to shabby for aliah :P. Hahaha,so and then,hazim arrived at 1245 p.m. Surprisingly,he got there pretty early cause he said he'll be reaching pyramid around 1.30 p.m. Oh well,im still happy.haha.Anyways,our movie was at 2.20 p.m. We had fun.Ate at 1901. hazim corney dog looks very tempting! too bad i dont enough money to buy one -.-!
Okay lets move on....After movie,we went around the mall,jobless us...we went to popular.Aqilah was searching for cleo magazine.But the magazine had sold out.haha.pity her.BTW,aqilah was super duper uber FUNNY! haha. :D So,then,hazim had to go home early around 430 p.m. Im not that happy about that cause i spended less time with him.Anyways,i went back around 5.15 p.m. Had to go back early cause my sister had to pick me up early.She doesnt want to be stuck in the jam and stuff.

So,yeaahhh..i really had fun today after 10 days with my family,no friends,no hanging out.I think i cant survive without that.who can? certain people laa.haha.

CURRENT

Im acually trying to find a new book besides stephenie meyer,the author of twilight saga. I've finish the 4th book of stephenie meyer.The books were AMAZING! The ending was beautiful. I wish i could get that kind of fairytale of my own.(I can just dream for that) haha. Since then,im really addicted by story books.I really need a story book right now.Too bad i dont have one.Argh! words are stuck in my mind.BOOKS ARE IN MY BLOOD! okay,that sounded scary.haha,

Uh-oh,i gotto go.privacy have been driven off.GOSH! can't a girl have some privacy?
Oh well, Toodles

xoxo

Sorry for the delayed post people! very sorry.So,heres the story,ive shorten it with certain photos. I went to France,and that included nice,monte carlo,cannes. Other that that i went to milan,italy and switzerland.Switzerland included luekerbad,bern,interlaken,zermatt,geneva and zurich :) ENJOY! it was AWESOME!.



So,here we are at KLIA,aerotrain :). Sitting.Obviously,i wasnt sitting cause they took all the sitting place. -.-. haha. But anyway,i was so excited! haha. Im like comeon comeon! lets go already!. So the flight to dubai was 7 hours. We have to transit to dubai first before we went to france.

So,after our 7 hours flight,here we are in dubai airport.The airport was beautiful.But the peoples,i have to say,mannn they STINK! hahaha.no offence for dubai citizens. :P Okay,furthermore,after a 3 hours sit in dubai airport, off we go to france.it took us 7 hours to get ther.So total up 14 hours and plus the transit,its 17 hours.It was tiring but fun :D

when we reach nice,france. our tour guide stop us beside the beach for lepaking and stuff.The beach was SO BEAUTIFUL! Look looky at the wave :D beautiful right? hahaha.So,we were walking along the road and saw this two couple with their ride. Isnt it cool? hahaha.On other hand,they look sweet.AWWW.hahaha.

Here we are by the beach taking photos.CAMWHORE :D. I really have nothing to say about it.So,i'll just show you people the images.Enjoy :) ooyeahhh,the second picture,that was my first sis,people call her nell,i call her kakak :P and the second picture thats my brother,haris and in the middle,thats my 2nd sister,people call her misz,i call her adik.haha.its weird i know.Calling your sister adik? wuhhh.hahaha. OH! and me with the car.Thats BENTLY! hahaha.And that was in monte carlo where all the casino.Mann,it was so cool.the most car that is to be use is ferarri and porche.im like wooooow! hahaha.they were so rich! :D

Before,we went to switzerland,we drop by to milan,italy.We took a day-sleep in milan.

Milan was the capital city of fashion.You people know what i mean right? WoW! there is alot of AWESOME things to shop.And did it all.We fished it :D. It was a great day in milan.We had alot of time to do our shopping before our tour guide met us. I acually went to italy last may and i went there again.hahaha.the last trip,nell,my brother and my dad couldnt follow me,misz and my mum cause they have some couple of things that need to be done.So,only the 3 of us went to italy.Going back to milan was just a dream. :P

This was at the rest stop on our way to milan :) we were to excited about the snow :D

The one with the bathrobe,we were going to the hot spring a.ka thermal bath.It was outside in the middle of the woods where the hotel is. The pool's water was super duper hot so it doesnt makes us that cold.But it was FUN! :) it was my first being in it.haha.Man,what a good memory.

Anyway,the one with another 3 images, we were on our way to the cable car to go up the matterhorn mountain in zermatt.It was bloody freezing up there.It was -8.I cried on my up because my toes are frozen i couldnt walk.Its like your hand is frozen and somebody hits it and it broke into pieces.OUCH! i know. :

So, when were already up the mountains,i feel very dizzy because

the wind is 12 kilometre per hour.CRAZY! haha. Then,my head is spinning but still took picture at the mountain,it sounded insane i can still stand up.hahaha.There i am :) Being strong for the past couple of days being sad.hmmmmmm

Here,was in geneva i think.We went to this cheese factory.The cheese taste good,but the smell is sooo yucky.It makes me want to puke.hahaha.Misz was like,"ma,tu bau cheese ehh.eeeee,bususk.*making the sound of vomiting" hahaha.Her face was so funny! you should see her expression. :D

This was in Bern.Me and my sister were snow fighting.haha.it was so funny.I was covered by snow.Haris put a ball of snow in my hoodie.When i put it on,the snows came down to my face.Im like HARIS! hahaha.they were all laughing.Im shivering! Lucky i have my glove on.That was lucky.Too bad i dont have the photo.They didnt took any.Oh,from that on,its forbidden for me to use nell's camera,cause i accidentally drop them into the snow.hihihihi,my bad.ooopsss!She was like "lap cepat.....bagilaa camera tu *with a angry face" So i just gave it to her.So,that was the last time i held her camera :(. im so sad.Wait acually im not that really sad.HAHA. We kept playing and playing and playing until our tour guide said "Okay people its time to go" We're like awww mannn.Then we all said bye bye snow.haha

Here,i was in Zurich.It was damn cold,i had to wear glove,as you can see i stole my brothers cap :D hihihi.We were shopping and we kinda loose our way,so then we're like oh well,what the hell.My sister said "comeon aliah and haris,lets take picture" haha.okay,thats not acually funny.Anyways,then,my mum was trying to make the same pose as me and my sisters was like laughing and laughing and say "ma,you look very stiff and its not even working".And then we all laugh. Haihhh,i miss those days. Since we were on our tour,the tour guide gave us around 4 hours and half to do our shopping.We were like YES! haha. Then,we walk and walk and walk and shop till we drop.I even spraint my ankles on my way.But first it didnt hurt that much.A few minutes later,i felt the pain was running through my vein.OUCH! But still,im strong,so i try my very best not to spoil the moment :) im so baik.hahaha.Next,i was walking,and there was this boy,GOD! he was so charming,i felt like i wanted to walked with him,but obviously,thats not gonna happen,so i just looked at him once,twice.Wait no thrice.haha.I have to say,theres bunch of hot guys there,not to brag or anything.i really wish i could stay there forever.Its fun being in some other countries.Malaysia is soooooo boring with yucky and disgusting males. No Offence.Okay,lets move on.My 1st sis,nelly.She was tensi-pissy kind of mood.If you get it what i mean.ummm,me,misz(my 2nd sis) and haris,we were walking together laughing talking.So,that makes my nell being left out.She was blaming us and then we fought back saying " alaa,kakak dengan mama je selalu,memang la rasa leftout" Then,a few minutes later we were okay again.haha.Fighting,thats what siblings usually do.hmmmm

Anyways,by looking at the photo,that is obviously my last day in switzerland.I'l be missing switz.God,it was so beautiful,you people have to go there.Its a MUST! It was cold,but yeah,somehow it was super duper fun.hahaha.ESPECIALLY,when you're with you family :)

I guess im done for now.I'll be back maybe tomorrow or maybe i dont know.some other time.i'll update it okay? when the mood is there. So toodles

xoxo

gone,forever

Sorry for the late post,here the back-on mood.

There he goes,swooping out.It feels empty,but what can i do.Its fate.I thought its going to be forever,but i guess its not.Thats the biggest disspointment.Frustrated! ARGH! no,its time to move on... oh god! it hurts.

im sorry people,its time to say goodbye.Its been a pretty hectic day.i'll be out for 2 weeks,going to switzerland,milan,monte carlo,french rivera,leukerbad and some other places.When i get back,i'll promise you people,i'll update it.okay? i'll be leaving on thursday night.
So,toodles

xoxo

TWILIGHT!

So,im back....

Anyways,today i went to pyramid with zafira,farah,mun yee,caryn and azim.We had a pretty good time :) we did acually.haha.So ummm,farah got the twilight tickets booked yesterday.Im like aaaaaahhh YES! hahaha.im soo excited yesterday.
I woke up today around 10.30. Then,i got dressed and went to pyramid at 12.HAHA.took me long enough to find a suitable outfit to wear.haha.Anyways,then,i reached pyramid around 1215.I went to pyramid with syazwan then meet up with filmon and amir.We walked to topshop and i called farah and ask her to come to topshop and she did.Okay then,lets move on.
Me and farah went to the tgv to collect our tickets and i had to pay 50 bucks to cover zaf,azim,my,and caryn.Farah paid with her own money.A few minutes later,zafira came to the cinema,then we met sara,jue,arina and all there.We huged and then we moved on.HAHA.
Me,farah and zafira went to forever 21 and there is ALOT of cool clothes.Im like MAAAA! where are you? hahahaha.After that,my called farah and said azim waited for us at starbucks for 45 minutes already,his emo now.haha.we're like,why didnt he called.
A few minutes later,azim and my came to forever 21.Then we went had our lunch at wafer world.Me and farah shared carbonara pasta.Its YUMMY! :).
Then,we talk until we lost tracked of time.Our movie starts at 1.30 p.m and its already 1.30 pm.We're like OH SHIT! hahaha,so we rush there and thank god we made it.
So,then we went inside and sat and watch the movie.

I've to say that is THE BEST MOVIE!.Robert pattinson act,im like OMG! HE IS SO DARN HOT.hahaha.i got so excited! and all the guys who acted was super duper freaking WOW! hahaha. All the girls there was like WOAH! hahaha. i wished i could turn back time and watch the movie again.Maaan!hahaha.Anyways,when the movie had ended everybody clapped their hands PLUS me too.hahaha.my and zafira was like ALIAAAH! hahahaha.im like whaaat?. hahaha.its really funny.Its in the middle of the movie and my need to pee.She's like zaf,i need to pee,teman me laaaaa.hahaha.And zaf did.Farah was holding on to her urine because she wants to see the whole part of the movie(she doesnt want to miss any part of the movie) haha.
After the movie,we went to starbucks,hanging out.And there was this lesbian couples were hugging and touching touching,we were laughing our lungs out.haha.Then,there was this guys with black and blue t'shirt .Farah was looking at that guy with the blue t'shirt.He was looking at zafira with his mouth open for quite sometime.Then,farah was like telling it to zaf.Next,zaf told me and then i told my.We again were laughing like hell.haha.i guess we were the most kecoh one's over there.After that,there was this one guy came over to our table and promoting something about orphans.i got goosebumps,cause when i saw the pictures of the orphans,i got touched.haha.Then,azim was like sorry,we're not interested.Then,that guy said oh okay then,well,thank you.Im like SORRY! hahaha.

A few minutes later,my had to go back and then we drop zafira at giant cause her mom and her sister was there so she was caught with all the groceries.SO,its just me farah and azim.
15 minutes later,farah went home.So,then its just me and azim.We got the talking,it wasnt that boring,quite boring acually.haha.Then,FINALLY my dad called and said wait for me outside,im already at the entrance.Im like OKAY! hahaha.

There i go. :). OH OH! ive finished twilight's book,now im reading new moon (2nd book).
To farah : im gonna finish it earlier than you! haha. we'll see :D. love you babe!

Thats all for now.Toodles.

.XOXO.

my mistake.oopss

dear readers,

sorry for the delayed post :),okay anyway,i'll be right with you within days.

22nd of november. We shop till we drop

SO,on the 22nd of december,Me and my family including my sister's boyfriend,which is khairil and adam,we all went to pavillion for SHOPPING! it was soooo damnn fun cause all of us were so hyper especially me. :D But,theres a tiny little problem between my 1st sister(nell) and her boyfriend khairil.They had this stupid fight for a while and then they stop talking for several minute.Its normal for us cause everytime we went shopping together with their boyfriends,there must be a conflict situation.They fought in topshop and my mum was like trying to calm both of them down and it works.And we were like GO MAMA! hahaha. :D. Anyways,the first shop we went was burberry.My mum wanted to buy a coat/sweater/jumper for switzerland trip.

here she is,looking atthe mirror,wondering is it nice or not.hahaha.And there i am,camwhoring :P.So and then we went on and on and on.After that,we went to ralph lauren.My mum saw this super duper nice coat and i was likeee MAAA,I WAANT! ahaha. She bought some and im glad :).So,then,we went to calvin klein,searching for jumpers and so on,and my mum found one for her,we didnt,ergh.You're lucky mama,VERY! haha.

The next shop we went was aldo.Maaaann,they have pretty shoes! i feel like i want it all.hahaha.me and my sisters were searching boots and too bad for us the boots we wanted was out of size.we were soooo frustrated.god!.Anyways,we shop and shop and shop.i think my mum spended her money more than rm1000.we were likee WOAHH! ma you are the coolest.And she's like I know :) hahaha.

Okay.errmmm where was i? hmm okay,then,after we were all done shopping,we went to have our lunch at La Bodega.Mannn,the food there was nice.So,i had pasta alfredo,same as my 2 sister (misz). my mum and my dad had chicken something something,its NICE! haaha.The end,Khairil suggest to eat snail.Adam was ewwwww.haha.My said "sedaplaa adam,try it.Auty oun belum try lagi.hahaha".Adam said "taknaklaa aunty,its dangerous." im likee dangerouss?? more likeee ewww.hahaha.Then,khairil dont bother about our comment,he straight away called the waiter and ask for 7 snails. Im like khairil!.

Then a few more minutes,the snails has arrived.hahaha.We all were like,eww what is that awful smell.We were talking about the snail by the way.haha.Then,i voluntered to try it first,i did.I can believe it,when i ate the snail, im like wow! it taste gooooood! hahaha.surprisingly ofcoure :P. When adam tried it,he was like,oh god,i can swallow it.We were like ADAM!ADAM!ADAM! haha.And then YAY! he did it.we were all cheering.

It was the best family night,we had the talking,we laugh like a mad person,we were so hyper!.

i love my family,they are just the greatest :).

To be continue...................

so,its 2.57 p.m. My mama and daddy arent homw for now.They went for this Arabian lunch with my aunties and uncles.Im just waiting for them to come home.And after that,i'l be heading to pavillion with my family :). Oh God! i can't wait.haha.Oooops gotto run.Mom is on the way home.Toodles.i'll get back with you later.

XOXO

obsession begins to grow.

Here's the muffin me and my sister baked :)

So,today is pretty boring.NOT PRETTY,VERY! goshhh.i can be a crazy person sitting at home.Im just sitting,waiting and wishing for something to happen and i guess nothing pop'out.hmmm,im glad today is over.i can't wait to start a new day.HAHA.wait not really.whatever laaa.Anyways,i woke up at 11 a.m todaay. its not that late.i slept at 3 yesterday,not that surprising cause hey,thats the usual thing im doing nowdays.Well,life after pmr is not what i expected.hmmm.i thought its going to be a wild life but i prove myself wrong.haha.nontheless,yesterday i spoke on the phone with HIM for almost 2 hours and a half.It was FUN,i have to say he is sooooooo sweet.I meant,really sweet.GOD! he is funny,VERY!. he said something yesterday which really touched my heart. :). im having a second thought right now.OH MY GOD! dont.please please.im loyal,i hope soo.if you people dont get it,dont bother asking,thank you.So,anyways,back to the story for today,i woke up and took a cold shower .I didnt take my breakfast for today.okay,why dont we skip that tiny little part.haha.so,next, when i was watching tv i fell asleep.I was suppose to go to pyramid today and i didnt cause 1st i have no money,2nd i have no transport and 3rd mama bising! AND i ended up at home.I baked muffin today with my sister.She was sooooo worried that the muffin wont be 'GEBU' as what she expected and it turned out to be true.awwwww.she was soooo frustrated i tell you.You should look at her face expression.SO SCARY! haha.Then,she was like i hope 3rd time is a charm.haha.no wait i said that.haha.whateverlaaa,After that she said, yeaaahhh 3rd time's a charm? that is soo not gonna happen.Then, i laugh.hahaha.

OKAYY! soo back to NOW! i am currently chatting with aqilah while texting him. Talking about some random stuff's. I ask her to watch his video in youtube and she did.She said it wasnt that clear,the picture and his voice and she said his voice are pretty good.I would really like to hear him sing in the youtube but the problem IS speaker rosak laaaa.hahaha.PROBLEM! Anyways, aqilah was talking about MABK's sister.It was funny though knowing she has ALOT of boyfriend,thats what she said and thats what she heard :D.

Im acually pretty confuse right now.Its either that person or another person.HMMMMM.i will decide,soon enough i'll let you people know.

TO BE CONTINUE.......................

reverie

Mannn,what a boring day today.hmmmm,anyways,I've finished reading my current book,my revolution by hari kunzru.That book is about Mike frame who is acually chris and his wife miranda who think that chris is mike.3 decades ago mike was chris.It was the early seventies and he was young and angry.He was a part of a group that said things had to change.Chris wasnt just inlove with beaing a revolutionary.Then,theres a girl name Anna, she is later dead,martyr to her own cause.Or he thought so.For last few weeks mike saw anna and now his world is crashing down.People were asking is he chris or mike?does he love anna or miranda?Who was he and who has he become? something like that la kan.I dont really get it what is the book saying because it is full of imagination which i love but still its literature is like wuhhh?? Anyways,im just glad i finished the book and that means i can start another one.I was planning to buy twilight.As i say to myself,"BEGINNER".haha.so the first book of twilight .SO YEAH!. Im currently waiting for my mum to come home.I know its already late,but hey,what can i do right? she's a busy women.Thus,she's an architect.Not to brag or anything,An architect is meant to be busy.am i right? hahaha.im going now.For all you people,check out twilight. :) Toodles.

.xoxo.

similar

Well,i am back. i went to parade just now for yoga class and apparently ,it starts at 6 p.m. Me and my mum feels lazy to wait so we decided to not wait.haha.instead of waiting,we went to Cut & Blow to do our hair.My mum did treatment,i just was and blow.gosh! i wanted to do hair treatment,but she was like,takpayahlaa.save money,then she gives her fake smile.haha.Anyways,after we do our hair,she decided to go to pyramid and it was 6.45pm.

Mama : ehh,lets go to Sunway Pyramid.
Aliah : FOR WHATT?
Mama: jalan-jalan.i want to go look for any hair saloon,cause i want to do hair extension.
Aliah: hair extension? you did last time,why are you doing it again?
Mama :theres a new method to do it,so i want to try it.They said,its much safer and easier.
Aliah : Fine!Fine! comeone lets gooooo
Mama : hahaha.okay then.we have an agreement.LETS!
Aliah : ERGH!

So,there it goes.Pyramid awaits. :, But,its over now.Its in the past.So yeaah. I had a great time though,texting with MIAM :). he is just so adorable. :). hey,i'll blog later.i've something i have ideal with.so,toodles.xoxo.

baby its fact.

GOOD AFTERNOON! its 1.54 p.m and im currently bored so i was thinking before,what should i do? then i've decided to post a blog.so,yeah,here i am. What am i doing now? im currently texting with this guy who,his family call MIAM. :P its a cute nickname to call. His getting ready to play badminton with his friends at the tropicana club.Ok,thats weird,why am i talking about him.hmmm. you know,when i was a kid,i always,wanted to be a journalist because i really love to write. I once fill a book which is full of writing and that book use to be my diary. a long lost diary.i hid it somewhere and for all you know,i couldnt find that diary anymore.A few days later,my mum was cleaning the house and she did find my diary and she didnt tell me.So, she read it and told my sisters then they confess.It feels embarassing knowing people read my diary.I mean,its full of crap but still,its my diary.HAHA.so,i got mad and i tore all the pages and throw the book away.I have to say,it was the best diary i've ever wrote. :). So, from that on,i never write again. And now,at this moment,im writing again.I mean,thats a great news! for me laa...... i could put a picture of the diary but its now gone and nowhere to be seen. So,anyways,im gonna go now and have my lunch.i'll blog again when im free alright? alright! toodle. xoxo.

just like a star

When we started out years ago,
Warmth ruled in our little household,
We cuddled and kisses would flow,
Love and passion were uncontrolled.
But now I can no longer find the glow,
All by myself I shiver in the cold,
When a knife cuts, tears and blood flow,
This scar in my heart I’ll bear ‘till I’m old.
I have to look ahead with courage, I know,
Lift my spirit and better days will unfold,
No one knows what the future will show,
It is up to me to live my life and be bold.

well,wow it has been a long for me to blog.i meann its like since forever.haha.anyway,im here now infront of the computer,blogging while listening to 1st lady-never be replace.Here's the lyrics :

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do

I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until (until) the end (the end) of time
From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you,
and I wanna have your kids

It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day

You've made me thank God that I live my life everyday

There's never been a doubt, in my mind

That I regret ever having you by my side

But if the day comes that I have to let you go

I think there's something I should probably let you know

Enjoy everyday, that I spend with you
And I will miss you cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know

The love we made can never be erased

And I promised you that you will never be replaced

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

The love we made can never be erased

And I promised you that you will never be replaced

You will never be replaced

I feel for you, boy, yes i do

I'll be with you as long as you want me to

Until, the end, of time

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OH god! the lyrics makes me miss someone so badly hmmmm.Anyways,i was just searching some poems through google and i found this web.I think its so sweet.Its a short poem but still,WOW! im amazed by poems.No jugdement needed.So here it is :

If someone we love has been a source of support and encouragement when we go after our dreams, a sweet poem of love as dedication will be most touching indeed.

Reaching For The Stars

My dreams I have continued to pursue,
Up high I tried to reach all the stars in view,
You stood by me all the way through,
Gave me hope that a better future will ensue,
Kept me grounded when too high I flew,
Urged me on when hopelessness grew,
Now I believe dreams can come true,
Because in my life there is you.

Im inlove with poems now.So,anyway,today i had breakfast with syazwan,aiman,sara and addie at mamak bistro.thats the only place where there is a possible chance to go.Its near and convinient.Eventhough the place sucks,but hey what the hell.haha.So,i thought i could wake up early today,but no.Syazwan missed called me like 5 times to wake me up and for the last time he called only i realized my phone is acually ringing.HAHA.But before han called,aimn texted me says "Aly,WAKE UP!." and i still didnt realized that.Okay then a few minutes later,sara texted me,she says "Katne Ali.." till then i realize she texted me.haha.After she texted me i fell asleep again.i have no idea why i was so sleepy today.I felt so weak! A few minutes later,my mum scream at me and she said "NUR ALIAH HUSNA! wake up! apa ni anak dara bangun lambat......" hahaha.im like ok ok.shhhhh.then i woke up and took a cold shower and head to bistro. The weird thing is my mum joined me and my friends too.And im glad,they were cool about it =). Then i went home around 12.30pm. Sara,aiman and addie went back home with me,they took a cab from my house and went to subang parade.Aiman wanted to buy guitar hero,sara had to follow for the sake of aiman.haha.Addie had to go to work at baskin robbin.haihhh.so kesiaan him.haha.
Then,when everyone is out.I took a short break and online.A few minutes later,my mum open her room door and said,lets go to the gym.I refuse but then she made her puupy dog face and she really pulled it off.So,i went to the gym today.i worked out.If aiman is reading this,im sure he'll be laughing by now.haha.After the gym,i went to big apple and packed 6 donuts.yummy!.Then,i went home with a big smile on my face.In the car,my mum said "Aliah,im sleeping in damansara tonight with uncle." The sadness had overcome the happiness. By the way,UNCLE stands for my stepfather.his cool,but having a stepfather,is a defenate NO NO.HMMMM. okaay,then when ive arrived home,i went straight to my room and had a hot shower.ahhhh,it feels so good. =)
After that,around 7 pm,here comes daddy. So, tonight,its just me and my daddy. His already asleep now and im not.Anyways,tonight,right now,at 12.30a.m , i feel sad,i feel depress,i feel like killing myself.Im not me this days.Even farah said so. she said "it's true. you've changed. i've never seen you getting pissed at someone pun. but kat penang ada. i mcm, :O.

i realized that. you used to be so happy. in fact i've never seen you sad pun before this. i think. kalau pernah pun once or twice mcm tu je.now macam so frequent." SEE! i have no idea what ive becomee. I want my old life back.I want me again.I want us again.I want my hyperness again.please! Im all stressed out nowdays.I even smoked alot because im stress. Everything is upside down.Why cant i turn it other way around? Oh wait,i've tried that before an di guess it doesnt work at all. I've been like this since my relationship with adrees is almost gone,i guess.Thats what my friends said.They said that ive change because of him.And ive been thinking alot lately, and i guess we're not meant to be together.hmmm anyways.im running out of mood here,so i guess this is goodnight then.I'l write again tomorrow.Toodles

xoxo.

Complicated

hey,im aliah.Just start my blog today at 6.10 p.m. Today is A boring day.seriously.it was raining before and now i feel gloomy.Nobody seems to be at home.Everyone's out. I hate being the youngest once.Anyways,im currently listening to yellow card-only one. It reminds me of Him. I miss him so much right now.Its hard not talking to him,since he dosent have any credit at the moment. So,back to me. I had a dream today. A dream that dosent really involve me in it,haha.its weird knowing that im not in my dream. Okay,anyways, i had a dream about my friends which is sara and anas being friends again. i guess i was in the dream too but couldnt really recall,i think i was walking towards my class and saw them standing outside together talking.Then,i walked towards them and said "Oh,you guys are friends!thats great!." and i remember i was walking with aqilah and she dont seems to like them being friends again.Then,i woke up.haha.

Oh yah,im reading this book,called the notebook.I acually cried reading it.its a love story between two lovetts,named Noah and Allie.Mann,that book is awesome.haha.
I think im gonna make this blog pretty short,so im gonna go now.i'll just start blogging again when im in the mood to blog..Okay then.