Goodbye

you know i always thought blog will be fun and very expressive but now i just think its a bore to me.Well,what do you know.Blogspot isnt that COOL after all.Its a dumb spot to write all those crappy thoughts. Hmmmm...i guess when im really really EXTREMELY bored,then i'll post a new once that is when my mojo of writing is there.Since the holidays are already here,im guessing i'll just take a nice 2 weeks of the net.

That sounds awesome,nuff said :)

2 WEEKS AWAITS

My word to say at the end of school week is "HEEP HEEP HOORAY!" HAHAHA.I know its lame,shut-up! Today form 5 and form 3's exam end.They were all screaming and yeaah,it was pretty wild for me.I mean,hey dude its only mid-term.FINALS are coming up next.But no rush cause HOLIDAYS ARE HERE BABY! Its time to be wild *eye brows going up and down* HAHA.I went for the y.e.p meeting(join adventure) at the school library.Pn.Subu(if thats how people spell her name) explain the things to do and stuff.Well,they(members) have to make a team for this sale thingi,well eventhough im not a member,i participate with no post,with no permission.HAHA.Hey,im a girl who LOVES to join adventure :D.

Well,in class when there were no teachers,me and nat was sitting at the back of the class laughing like mad cow about a stupid joke that we made.And all of the sudden this Bollywood song got stuck in our head and we pretty much make the move aswell and YES! Boom Boom Pow was there too.hahaha. It was a very awesome way to end our day in school :D

I really hope we as in my family and me will go somewhere during this 2 weeks of holidays.If we are not going anywhere,im going to die,ALIVE!? HAHA But actually we plan to go to this sekeping serendah,a camping site that has a waterfall and also swimming pools.The waterfall is just a walking distance.I know what are you people thinking."How can there be a swimming pool at a camping site?" Well,Its actually a camping site with a glass-shed house that we will stay and has this swimming pool,a barbeque place and its in the middle of the woods for your information.Isnt it cool? haha. I hope the plan will work out. Well why don't we pray for it :)

Okay,food is coming to me,Ahh the nice smell.....Hmmmmmm.Okay then.Toodles

sunshine

For some reason,i feel lucky.Lucky to have a friend,close friends and the nicest family.I am grateful,really for what has happen to my life.Eventhough the flashbacks keeps coming,which hurts but i guess i just stood up to myself.I became strong with ofcourse my friends help,thats a self-embrace.Uhhh,all i want to say is thank you.Thank you for putting this up on me and thank you for leaving me alone,i appreciate it,sincerely i do.Hey,life is a up and down season.Its full of episode with sadness and happiness.That is how i deal with my life,by embracing it peacefully.

And that is why my blog's tittle is A Lifeless writer. I am lifeless. :)

Talent is all we need

I have to say,honestly i can't believe that kris allen won over Adam lambert.I thought adam was the sweetheart but i guess it turns out to be kris all along.He has a very good voice,acoustic version. This i have to say,he is cuter and hottier than adam lambert.Du-uhhh.Adam is more to gay-ish type.Haha.Okay,moving on aliah.

You know,im actually here to congratulate you for having what you want since deperate year which is 2008.You really deserve it and it is really meant to be.I wish you the best in life and if you're happy than im happy.You actually made me realise that i do have to go on with life no matter what and i am doing it now,professionally.I honestly am glad because the world is big and full of choices and i absolutely agree. I agree...

Well,shoot me already cause i am done.

Out and about.

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!

Im done and out.Out from the hole,a very small hole.Ahhh,stress release,tension release. FREE! for now la.hahaha. Sejarah was my last paper.It was so funny.Copying here and there.Teacher goes to our place and bla bla bla.Talk and talk.After she went back to her sit,we copeid again.HAHA. I really hope i can score more than 4A's. Well 4A's is my first term exam.

ANYWAY,mid-term is now over.Its time for a 2 weeks break. Give it to me baby! A-haaa.

T for Tension

Im gonna fail physic. :\

AHHH,suck ass! it was sooo damn hard.

Nobody wins

Hold your head up high
You're never wrong
Somewhere in the right you belong
You would rather fight than walk away
What a lonely way to breathe the air
What an unlovely way to say you care
Now we're too far gone for me to save
And I never thought that we'd come to this

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you would rather fight, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins (nobody wins)

Searching for the truth in your eyes
Found myself so lost don't recognize
The person now that you, you claim to be
Don't know when to stop, or where to start
You're just so caught up in who you are
Now you're far too high for me to see
I'd never thought that we'd come to this

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you're about fly, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins (nobody wins)

You never say you're sorry
Try to tell me that you love me
But don't - it's too late to take it there

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you're about fly, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins

(Now it's gone too far, look at where we are)

Nobody wins

separate ways

Its really not the time to think about things that i shouldnt be thinking about.Ummm,i hope the thinking progress will go away,fast. Cause honestly,im tired knowing.Knowing everything that is happening to your life.

Now,im living mine with an interest in it and pretty much don't give a shit about yours.

Boom Boom Paw

HAHA.Me and nat was singing that song throughout the day in school.Making the move as well.haha.Especially during chemistry.After drinking coffee,we got high and fly away. =]

OH,we will be auditioning for the talent quest (maybe), If there is one this year.Anyway,we're perfoming alicia keys-if i aint got you. I will play the piano and nat will sing.We're in progress.So,i hope it will go smoothly.
xoxo

S T R E S S

Im sooo stress,tention. My vein in my brain is popping like crazy.Woke up at 4.30 a.m. to study.Like what the hell right?That will be a daily subject from now on till it ends. I feel so tired and restless and mostly stress! I can't wait for mid term exam to end.I need those 2 weeks of break.

13th of May

Damn,mid term exam is in 7 days.That makes it 1 week away.Biology,physics,chemistry,add math and sejarah are not covered yet.Ahhh,its hurting my brain.Too many words,too many lines,too many calculation.Geez! im not a fucking CPU where you store millions of things.

I really hope i can cover all subjects in time. I need someone to be with me right now,to support me.But sadly,there isnt one.

Teeth..shiny teeth?

my teeth hurts :( the orthodontist insert a buse in my mouth at my gum,the needle is big and sharp.OUCH! thank god im over that.Now,my lips are swollen :S I can't even eat for 6 hours! and im starving! AAHHH.Me so hungry!

I obviously can see the sun again :)

Pay Day.

So anyway, We(Friends and me) went to O.U and it was sooo fun.Finally we got the chance to go there.Thank you god.So ummm,me and anas arrived around 12.45 p.m. and we met zafira at vincci.She needs to buy new shoes for some reasons.haha.Then,we went to gsc to buy tickets for the movie but the que was packed,so we went to tgv and we bought 4 tickets to x-men:wolverine movie. Daaaamn,it was AWESOME! haha.Anas was like "OMG! he is HOT!" HAHA.

Our movie is at 5.Before that we went to delicious for lunch.I had beef lasagna
and zafira had this weird zatucini spagettini? haha and anas had this pie.Hmmm,IT is delicious! :P We had our moment of laughter.haha.It was soo funny.Ahh,i miss that moment :) So anyways,while we were eating,nat went for a haircut. She cut bangs,she looks soo adorable and cute.I agree with anas,it really brings your eyes out :). Well,anas wanted to cut bangs too and she invites me and zaf too.So then on monday,we'll be the bangs girls? haha.But unfortunately me and zaf bailed out.We just love our fringe too much.Sorraay!

After nat's hair is done and took our lunch blablabla...we went for a walk and then a few minutes later we went to the cinema to buy popcorn and some drinks.After that we went to cinema number 6 to watch wolverine.Ahhh,i have to say once again, it was AWESOME! NO NO GREAT! :D

We actually decided to watch jangan tegur (horror movie) but then its only at 5.30p.m. It doesnt make any different with wolverine but somehow we watch wolverine instead. After the movie we grab a cab and head to zaf's house.While waiting for my mother to pick us up,we camwhored,as usual.HAHA.Well,what can i possibly say,thats us :). Me and nat got scared cause anas was making that Ju-on sound and zaf's house is umm you know H! unbelievable but she's use to it.haha.So then,a 15 minutes later,mommy arrived.Bye-bye zafira,kiss kiss hug hug,Off!

My mum send nat to her house then anas then my aunty then we went home.It was god damn tiring.I was feeling dizzy in the car.I felt like fainting but i guess thats just because of my contact lenses.It gives me a headace sometimes.But im alright now. Today is one of my favourite day,well ofcourse! Cause i am really glad nat is there.we've been waiting so long for us to go out together and yes,FINALLY!Thank you.

I think im turning into a geek.HAHA.