definitely,maybe

There goes my ring ,
It might as well have been shattered ,
and I'm here to sing ,
about the things that mattered ,
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long ,
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong .

And someday, I promise I'll be gone,
And someday, I might even sing this song,
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight ,
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you ,
So just come back we'll make it better,
So Just come back I'll make it better than it ever was.

i have seen things that i dont want to see,i have hear things that aint suppose to hear.
i can't see you...im running away.I can't.My eyes is full of tears dropping down like a pouring rain and im sure still you wouldnt care about it.You wouldnt even realize the pain,hurt that im holding.No you dont.You walkaway,you walkaway from me.You walk...Its a cold hard road when i wake up and i dont think i have the strength to let you go.Please take me with you.
Forgive me if I seem forward.But I've never been in front of anything like you.It's the last place I ever thought I'd be when I woke up this morning.Is it true that you are always this breathtaking?And you're smart and you're willing.And my god this is killing me.I can't seem to move on...Every breath,I want you to know I'll be there .There's just one more thing.

One request,
I want you to take me with you,

are we done yet?

Sleptover zaf's house.It was 'the bomb' hahaha.It was freaking fun.Well at first me and anas couldnt go cause we had another sleepover with our hoki team members.We were trying to make the right decission.It took us a long hour to do that,so finally we chose to go to zafira's.We don't know what to say to zafira after we said no to the sleepover.So,all we do was giving her a surprise come-ing.Get it?haha.Alright.Then, i was dead scared of how she's gonna react when we said we're infront of your house so i gave her a message said "don't hate me,but i have a surprise for you."

On friday morning i packed my clothes,put inside my bag and just waiting for the moment to come.After tuition which was at 6,i straight away went for a shower got ready pretty early and just waiting for anas to pick me up and shoot to zafira's house.My heart was beating hard and can't stop picturing her face expression.Im like is she gonna be surprise?Im scared she is still mad at us when we said no.

Minutes past by,and there we are infront of zafira's house.I called her saying "zaf,open gate,we're infront of your house." Surprisingly she took it really well.No "OMG!SERIOUS?" or "TIPUUUU!" hahaha.She just said "OK." When she open the gate,me and anas stepped right out of the car,ran to her and hug her real tight and said sorry ofcourse.haha.Then,we went back to the car got our belongings,salam anas's parents then we went inside the house.

We settled down,put our bags down ,change to our pyjamas and zafira brought her laptop down and open it and ONLINE while waiting for ashlee and marissa to arrived.We were like "where are they? I want Mcd!" At 10.15 they arrived,we were like FINALLY!haha.So then we ordered Mcd(delivery). I ordered porrige cause i was having flu and my body was warm. While eating,we watched this ghost story named 'the cadaver'.Damn! the ghost was soooo scary.We didnt even reached to the half part cause we gave up already.HAHA.

We went to the room instead and got crazy with all the jumping and dancing on the bed.haha.We took alot of pictures and some videos.I couldnt post it right now cause the pictures are not with me.Anyways,we all got a lil bit sleepy and it was already 12 at that hour so we made coffee.Then,we went crazy again :D. Me,ash and mars went to bed at 5 , zafira and ashlee didnt sleep at all.When i say didnt sleep at all,I meant 24 hour NO SLEEP.haha.

The next morning,i woke up at 9 cause i got few incoming calls and i got fedup of them so i stay awake.haha.I waited for mars and anas to wake up.Damn,they had a good sleep! I DINT! haha.So then,after everyone woke up already and had their shower,we had tuna with bread as our breakfast.Then,zaf's mum made us meehun so we ate again.haha.The meehun was super hot.I didnt realize it was hot so i put cili padi.It turned out to be even more hotter.My tounge was burning but its ok now.hahaha.

So,pretty much i had a really good time with my girlfriends.Really wish we could have it again next time :)

damn it!

Why does all this crisis and disaster always happens to me.Why god? did i do something wrong or its just a test for me to take? I don't understand. I hate being the middle person.I am tired of saying sorry.

I am a good person,not a bad person a GOOD person. I hate karma!
Go to hell you bitch!

Your call

I was born to tell you I love you,
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine,
Stay with me tonight,
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to, come back home.

Im waiting for your call,im sick
Call im angry,
Call im desperate for your voice.

4-1

liverpool vs Manchester United.Im so proud of you liverpool.Never thought you could beat Man.U up to 4.WOW,im totally impress cause usually Man.U will always beat liverpool. Now liverpool is top 2 of all :D At first i thought liverpool is gonna loose after cristiano ronaldo hit for the first penalty and make it a goal.A few minutes later Fernando Torres kick the ball straight to the goal, gerard,the captain score for the penalty,aurelio and andrea dossena did a pretty good job by kicking the ball to the goal and that is when i go WOHOOO! Oh Oh, i pity you vidic for getting red card.HAHA

eventhough manchester united is still leading,liverpool will always be right behind them.

will you come back?

im sorry if i ever made mistake,i know i have but there is no point saying it now. Time machine,where are you when i need you?

nothing's impossible i have found,for when my chin is on the ground,dust myself off,start all over again.

I've tried....

i move on....

it was a clear summer day
when I saw the tears on your face
I knew that our time was up on us

Our moment of end was so fast
but the kiss of goodbye always lasts
not even time could fade it away

Even though you are no longer here
there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust

Just another lesson to be learned
gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late

I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love

I'm holding the warmth of your lips
it feels like the first time we kissed
when all of the stars lined up for us

but like the wind you said goodbye
and left me alone here to cry
we shouldn't have gone our separate ways

p/s :you are the best one of the best one.Baby,you stole my heart.

the vain has spoken

We were in the movie,sempat lagi jadi vain.HAHA

Damn its been ages for me post a blog...

Anyways hey yaaaaaw.EXAM IS FINALLY OVER. first term exam was soooooo hard especially for add math.Mannn,i love add math,i do but when it comes to exam i kinda loose my interest because the question was tough,i actually know how to do but the question just twisted my brain.Okay,enough about exam cause its already over.

I went to pyramid today with T H E M(love one's). We watch marley and me.Ahhh,the movie was so sad and touching.I even cried.MY also cried and anas too kot.haha.It was soooo sad.Its about a dog dying blablabla but mostly its about a dog.haha.But still,WOW! :) Then, we walked to forever 21,dayummm they have summer-cool collection which super duper uber WOW! Its SALE! mommy,i wannnnnt! :|
Next we went to topshop,nothing caught our eye actually cause its soooooo expensive eventhough its 50% off,its still expensive,get what i mean? After that,we walked around and around and around AND finally we sat still at starbucks.Then we went to watson.....

10 minutes past,anas went home.5 minutes past,me,mel and MY went home.So,zafira stayed back cause her mom is not there yet.Overall i had a pretty marvelous day with my girls and mel :D

P/s: Dont judge a book by its cover baby.Its dangerous.Please dont get to tied-up when you dont even know the situation,currently!