standing in the rain

Quote jamie scott "People say no.We all fall sometimes,get burned sometimes,get cut wide open.Thought you'd learn by now.So why you want to do this,why you want to fall,why you keep pretending to make sense of it all.So take the chains off your world cause they ain't gonna do you well.Take the lock from your heart,open it 'cause it ain't hard....It ain't hard."

I kinda learn something from it.You got to keep your love wide and im gonna do that.Im gonna keep moving on and keep my mind open...YEAH BABY! im done pretending. :)

rain drops are falling on my head.

So i went for hockey today at turf with all of the members.Played pretty well ,just for today.We were playing in the rain,daang it was super duper fun fun fun,FUN.Me,sara,anas,hanisah,farah,alyaa sat on the field near the golie and played with the rain for a moment.When the ball came we quickly sat-up and ran and guard the gol.haha.Ahhhh,im starting to love hockey.OH, syaqir hit the ball and yeah it hit my stomach.damnn the pain was OUCH! At the moment there i suffocated,i can't breathe but i tried so yeah im here,i survive,yay! Alhamdulillah :) Today was very exhausting.I feel really tired right.Im gonna doze off now.Hibernate for few minutes.toodles

ps:hockey is getting fun and funn! :P

Havock

i never knew things will get this complicated. its not how i expected it to be. I hope it wont go long.

Anyways,today is pretty much a hectic day,for now. I woke up at 10.30,took a shower and waited till 11.30,thats when my first tuition of the day starts.I had add math tuition in the morning.After that,i quickly get dress to accompany my sisters and brother.First we send my first sis to the dentist,then we went to BSN,its a bank in ss15.My brother needed to do something.Anyways,then my sis called to pick her up in 2o minutes time.After my brother had done with his thing,i decided to drive thru McD,pick-up Mcflurry-oreo.On our way there,my sister called again and said,im done,come pick me up NOW and i said okay. We still went to McD though. Then,my sister called again asking where are we.I said,we're almost ther BUT acually we're still in ss15,McD.The dentist is in taipan.I think she called around 5 times,if im not mistaken.The last 2 calls i didnt pick-up cause im out of reasons.haha.When we got there,she is super duper mad.All of us were quiet cause us 3 siblings are scared of her.haha.Weird much.Anyways,we're okay now :).Oh and i forgot to do my physics homework so i did it in the car.I got all wooozy and i stop and quit and didnt continue doing it at home.Im suppose to have physics tuition today but the tutor didnt come.Im like YES! haha.Oh well,gtg. Im going jogging with my mom and my sis.I'll get back you later.Toodles.

apiit,im coming!

im officially done with SU. It sucks and boring and full of wannabe's. Im up for apiit and i can't wait. Im not sad leaving SU,not a tiny bit.Im sorry dudets,its my life and im living it with full of laughter,not full of hatred. You can continue being the live one's,i dont even care anymore.Have fun,toodles.

a break is officially needed

tuition totally sucks! i have 3 tuition tomorrow in one day.Thats beyond mad.I need a break maaan.Lets pray i'll survive,alright?

ps:why don't you get a life? oh wait, im sorry you already have one which is expiring anytime soon, yikes!

Toodles.xoxo.

go home.

well,well,well, look who brought back that big old bitch. No,wait look who came back.

drama queen,you suck!

i am done with all the dramas .It makes me sick. If you people want to make a scene,go find some other planet to do so. what an asshole jackass.Talk craps,bullshit man...BULLSHIT! Just go to hell and live with it. Toodles.

Changeling

Oh oh, You people should watch the movie,changeling. Its about a mother who lost her son and everyone wont tell the truth until she found the truth herself.I mean she sacrifise her life for her son.The police even put her in the psychopath hospital for god sakes.But in the end theres this one boy decided to confront the detective and told him what happen,the truth.
Quote Roger Ebert,chicago sun-times :

"It has not a single unnecessary stylistic flourish.No contrived dramatics.No shocking stunts. "

cherish it

one lesson i've learned from a movie today , life isnt measured in minutes but in moments. The movie,a curious case of benjamin button, its a very touching movie. :) By watching the movie,it just makes me want to cherish the life i have right now.

fishy

ish,gilaa macam fuck tak ajak. haaa kan dah kena semua bm language.

The show.

Sorry for the delay post.im abit caught-up at the moment,pretty busy with the family.So i went to Port Dickson yesterday with my family.lets just say its an accidentally-plan trip. Here where it all started.We were having our breakfast at nirvana restaurant in bangsar and all of the sudden my mum started talking about 'where are we gonna go during this holiday'.So all of us have nothing to say cause we're actually planning to go to sekeping serendah in rawang.They jusr have the best stay! Anyways,then my mum said "why dont we go a day trip to p.d? it'll be fun."
In an excited way i said "LETS!" :D All of us started to be excited.So, after we had our lovely breakfast,we straight away went home with my mom's new BMW car :). When we reached home,we make our express-pack and shoot to p.d. On our way there,we stopped at ss15 to but some magazines and a few minutes later sara called.She ajak me pegi pyramid but unfortunately i cant.Im like SHIT!alaaaaa, i wanna go but im already on my way.She's like i ajak anas.I said "woah! haha.".So,we never thought that the road will be filled with cars but unfortunately yeah.haha.when we got there humas are everywhere.i mean EVERYWHERE! There were LOADS of indians.No offence,not being racist or anything but them without their t-shirts on,EWWWWW!
Anyways,we had fun.I went kayak-ing with my dad.I injured my thumb,damn its painful right now.haha. Im so happy i have no tuition today.yes! oh,i have to start studying,first term exam is not gonna be easy.oh well,i'l post again later. toodles.

it take's two

why can't you just open your eyes and realize what you've done to my heart.

Run

i could have a long way to run but i guess the path is short and whenever i run,my mind is always on you. For some reason i just realize that.

the one with mama aliah

I've been warming up myself with couple of activities.Not sure whether i should list all of them.Anyways,i played hoki semalam semalam with all of the hoki members and i never knew hoki would be fun.I mean fun,fun! i played the last men part(defender). The ball went fast and hit my foot but i dont really feel anything.First i felt incredible.haha. The day after that i went to school with a normal feet with shoes on it.When i got home ,settle down,took a shower and all,then, when i was about to walk,i felt the pain.IT HONESTLY HURTS! no kidding.A few minutes later my whole body went numb because of the muscles,thats what my dad a.k.a doctor of the day said.On that night,my dad massage my whole body and today i felt great slash fresh :P.im gonna for a jog this evening with my mum to warm-up my body for tomorrow.im going to turf.im pretty excited for the friendly match.Wow! im acually looking foward to it cause usually the one thing i'll be looking foward to is going for olahraga.I guess i have found my thing :).

I acually just got back from syazwan's house.I saw lulu, the cutest baby in the world! i kissed her cheek for god knows how many.haha.introducing lulu Alani my most favourite niece :D ILY MY LULU.

THE HEART OF AN OCEAN

So,i watch titanic today.I can't even remember the story before but now i do.
I cried with my sister.The movie was just inspiring,amazing,beautiful.Nothing on earth can rival the epic spectacle and breathtaking grandeur of titanic.This love story..there is no words to describe cause its just so beautiful. The actor is Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate winslet.They were accident-lovers in that movie. Stupid iceberg ruin the ship.Damn you!

This was the necklace by rose's fiancee.

Its called the heart of the ocean.

With love,

aliah.

shoop shoop shoop

hi,

thought you people should know,especially the one's i love...ummm,im shifting school to apiit.My mom told me to,i cant really do anything.It will be an adventure for me,you know,new school new people yadayadayada. BUT there's also a possibility that im not shifting. So its 90% shifting and 10% not shifting.

I think its for the best,don't you think so?

task... prove that im not qualify

i can't stand this pressure,it just hurts. i can't stand this awful,ridiculous feelings. The only thing i know right now is that i've failed. Im not stronger like i thought i would be.You are much stronger,you win. im sorry for the mistakes.goodbye love.

goodbye.

Well,i was on the net and listening to miley cyrus,surprisingly,cause i dont really like her but anyways,when i heard her singing goodbye song,im obviously touched.i feel really sad right now :(. heres the lyric.enjoy.

I could honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since i woke up today (up today)
i look at your photograph
all the time
These memories come back to life
And i dont mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
i remember those simple things
I remember till i cry
But the one thing i wish i'd forget
A memory i wanna forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And i know my tears sing along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
Cuz i know im wasting my time
And i dont mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember till i cry
But the one thing i wish i'd forget
A memory i wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's glowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
It does it right to hear you say

Remember when we kissed
You still feel it on our lips
The time that you danced with me
With the no music playing
You remember those simple things
We talked till we cryed
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish i'd forget
Is saying goodbye
Saying goodbye
Ohhh
Goodbye

p/s: turn back time would really help right now.

officially missing you

i still remember the memories,beautiful memories...i'l never forget.I wish i could really turn back time and set things right.What did i do wrong? or you just don't love me no more. Can you tell me the truth? I miss hugging you,i miss your lips on my cheek...i miss everything about you.Will you come back? i miss your face,i miss talking to you,i miss your laugh,i miss your hand that i use to hold,i miss your eyes,i miss the times we use to hang out,i miss everything about you.i do. Whenever you said hi in school,you don't sound sincere but its alright with me. i think im still inlove with you.Will it be awkward?

here we go again

oh honey,you still don't understand do you?

eyes on fire...

"it sucks went you can't see. Are you blind? or are you just pretending to be blind huh?
What's with you.....why can't you see that i .... you.
when i saw you at the canteen buying water,i was just right behind you,you were staring? and im stoned when i found-out that you're infront of me. gahhh! "

i guess one of my new year resolution has been erased.Unfortunately,the boy part is not gonna happen.yaicks.Anyways,school is school.Normal like other days.My legs are so tired cause i have to keep exchanging class whenever form 5's needed the lab.But somehow its fun(positive thinking). Me and nat were pretty hyper,wait we're hyper pretty much everyday :P
I dont know,but being hyper just clear-off my mind.My life have been really fuck-up nowdays and im trying very hard to make it positive,you know what i mean.
Things have been upside down and im not happy with it,so im gonna turn it other way around :)

positive,positive,positive.

Shocking......SHIT

suprisingly(obviously) im not asleep.Its 11.05 p.m. I want to sleep,but i can't.I feel sleepy but my eyes wont just close-shut! oh well....im bored,i just finish doing my homework/study. Im in pure science class,i guess study is the only thing that i'll be doing throughout the year.Gosh,it sucks.
Somehow,i can't wait to go to school tomorrow for some reasons :) well,i go to school to gain knowledge,but there are other reasons too.eyy,sneaky.HAHA.

Im not oh-so-nerd-slash-geek after all huh.study,study,study. FUN!HAAA.
FYI,you're just a shit-ass-loser who love ehem-ehem others without any reasons.GET A LIFE JACKASS!

love story

you're so sweet.Oh my you caught my eye.Will you let me in? When can i talk to you? When can we meet?

Hey,i think im inlove.No wait,im more than inlove. We're gonna meet again tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that and so on :). You're gorgeous,are you the one? will you break my heart like every guys did? i hope not...

Flying angels are everywhere shooting love arrows.

Im glad the old feeling has ran-out.Its about time.But somehow,YOU,i cant forget.

Its a beautiful....

Sunday! the sun is bright,the sky is blue.WOW! i woke up in the morning watching the green trees,ahh trees.okay,i feel so lame.haha.I went to the market at shah alam with my family in the morning tadi.Its rare for us to go in a family cause usually me,my mum and my dad goes to the market,so its fun going in a family.So kecoh :P.Anyways,i just came back from washing two cars which is my sisterS car.My part is to wash the tyres,mannn that was tiring.I acually had to squate-down to do it.My legs are so numb.We(family) were suppose to go for a jog this afternoon or evening,haha.ummm but we didnt cause my mum was all tired-up from the house cleaning,well acually i mean mostly she cleaned the kitchen.She was very particular about the kitchen.Then,she said"basuh kereta jelaa." I said"OKAY!lets go then." But she ended bathing happily and we got stuck with the cars.haha.Wateeeeers,weeee! splashing here and there.Moving on......
Wait,no i dont want to move on.Im tired,cant you all see? shish,its not a courtroom drama.get over it. Toodles,

B.T.W, i had a wonderful sunday.Just to let you people know :)

DUM DUM DUMM

FINALLY,

Today is saturday! Its a relax saturday. i woke-up with a smile on my face. I had the best sleep after a few days back when school starts.I went for breakfast with aiman today at mamak bistro,THE USUAL. Its good to see him after a few days when he didnt come to school cause he caught meezles.shish,so kesiaan.haha.Anyways,i have to say,i do miss him. :). Its not only aiman and me, PLUS sara,lanee,and syaqir.Then,a few minutes later there are more coming to joined us.Sort of like a pack.haha.

After that,me and syazwan went to emak nek's kafe to meet our mom and found out that hazim and friends are there.haha.Then,we eat eat eat and talk TALK......all the waaaaaay for an hour? yeah and hour. :P i should skip that part cause i am so lazy to type and there's some part that is very unspoken. Go figure if you want to. Im gonna go now. To tired,toodles.

should i? or should i NOT?

i think,i think im having a crush on someone......hmmm,i think. Oh,i dont know.Im tired of getting hurt.

Its just pain. Maybe i'll go for it.HAA! oh well, toodles.

favanapoly

SCHOOL IS DEFINITELY GIVING ME A PAIN IN THE ASS.

gosh

Ive see things,ive thought something,ive suffered enough,its time....

Im leaving in a fuck-up world right now.

Oh my good god

so,today is the co-curiculum thingi. i didnt join any badan beruniform,i feel soooo not in the mood.haha.I joined kelab seni visual and hoki. Im the naib pengerusi for seni visual.Apparently,thanks to zahrul im his partner.Since,he is the pengerusi. Oh hey,im his penolong.HAHA.mannn,thats weird. Well,i was sitting with my friends at the back of class 5 kappa and pn.akmaliza was like" Okay,elysha will become the setiausaha" Elysha was like "WHATT?!" haha. Okay,moving on...then,i was helping zaf with her add math's homework and all of the sudden zahrul said "ALIAH!".He said my name while looking at me. Im like "WTF!" SO,there im his a.k.a penolong.Oh and hoki,its just my type of game.It just runs in my family.My sister,once played for the championship thingi and her sticks goes down to my brother and now me.impressive huh. Hmmm,today was one hectic day,for me. I just saw things that i dont really want to see,AGAIN.

Im gonna go now,i guess the feelings just wont go away.Haihh,it'll take a long timeee.

Toodles.

its killing....

Its just killing me softly with your love. Can you tell me how to destroy that hard heart of yours? cause i know im not perfect,not like the one you wanted.

F.C.U.K

I saw things that i DONT want to see at school. FUCK IT!FUCK YOU!

p/s :ITS A SUCKY LIFE,AND WHEN YOU THINK IT CANT SUCK ANYMORE,IT FUCKING DOES!

School Shmool

Today was the first day of school,09. Everything just looks normal accept for the hall,its all covered.Hmmm,interesting.Anyways,we,form 4 had to stay back at the dewan,cause the teachers were listing all the names and puuting us in class. They listed art classes and then pure science.I was praying hard to get in pure science. So,here it goes.There are 4 classes of pure science,and it was the 3rd class of pure science,STILL my name wasnt called yet.Then,here comes the 4th class, a few seconds later,the teacher listed my name,im like"YES! YAY!YAY!".hahaha,i was soooo happy,i didnt even say goodbye to my friends.haha.
I have 9 subjects to study which is chemistry,bio,physics,add math,mod math,bi,bm,agama and sejarah.PLUS,im taking arts subject,incase in the future i change my mind to be an architect,so for now my mind is still on doctor.Overall,i have 10 subjects to study. Ca-ra-zy! :P. BUT,im still soo bersemangat to study :D.
Oh,i was on the way to my new class and i bumped into adrees,somehow,it feels really awkward,since our class is just next to each other?
Okay,moving on.....I have tons of homework today,i cant say alot,but yeah ALOT.haha.
When rehat time,the canteen was so crowded,its hard to buy food cause theres alot of people queing and all.So,i just bought mineral water today.Im pretty starving in class though.Seriously,i can acually suffocate in the canteen,but hey i'll get use to it right?

Overall,school was OKAY,just OKAY. Dont know whats going to happen next.
Ooops,got to go,mum is making her big eyes.You know what does that means right? if you dont,go figure :) I'll blog again when i can. oh well,toodles.xoxo.

tomorrow never dies

hey, gosh! what a gloomy day.No,seriously,i feel very restless today. My mom didnt come home for 2 DAYS now,so at the same time i feel angry. This is why i dislike having a goddamn stepfather who control my mom's life.shish,give it a rest will ya?.
Haihh.... anyways,tomorrow school is reopening.I cant say im excited but i am ready :). i cant wait to meet all of my friends.Although i just met some of them yesterday,STILL i wanna meet everyone.

Sorry guys,time is limited.Im gonna take a bath now,so.......i'll blog later. toodles.xoxo.

T.G.I.F

MY TWO LOVE BIRDS :)

MY TEAM MATES :)

+ ana,ashlee and anas who couldnt be there.

Heyy yaaaaaw!

Im high.hahaha.So,i went for a dinner at TGIF,parade with zafira,munyee,farah,mars,azim,ashlee and lawrence.Its a farewell dinner for zafira.Sadly,she's leaving the school :(. Anyways,we had sooooo much fun :D. We're like the only once who is soo kecoh.hahaha. I ate jack's daniel glaze ribs.mmmmm,It is soooo yummy! Well,zafira ordered ummm jack daniel's chicken and she couldnt finish it,so i did the job :). i ate two dish and STILL,my stomach aint full :).Then, zafira had to stand on the chair and she had to sing a song but she refuse BUT the guys force her to sing and still she said NO.haha.She's like"NOOO,i'll do speech,im not gonna sing a song.We're like "NOO,sing a song!". soooooo...she ended-up giving a speech which is VERY touching for me :),ergh!im gonna miss her. So,ummmm then,they gave a free cheese cake and everyone had a slice except for munyee and farah AND i ate it all :D. I dont know whats up with my stomach today,i ate so much! *giggles*.

LOVE!

After we're done with the dinner,we head to parade,its already dark and most of the shops are close,duhhh.So,we went around in the dark,and we're all of the sudden scared of a ghost? haha.And munyee needed to go to the toilet so we went to the non-dark-way.haha. Honestly,i had a BLAST :D. So then,we ended up sitting at coffee bean,talking :)

I LOVE MY LASSIES! xoxo.

nappy-poo

Hi,i just woke-up from my 30 minutes nap :). *yawning. I feel so sleepy after watching madagascar 2 with nell,haris and baba. We laugh,i mean we really have a good laugh :P,feels really good.Hmmmm, so.......im going now,i'll update later.I have a dinner to go to and my time is up.Toodles.xoxo.

B.O.R.E.D.O.M

Aliah is playing hard to get.Yeaaaahh...from now on people :P you'll see. *making the face where-by the eyebrow goes up and down up and down.* haha.

Im bored,so i just post the image,for fun ofcourse.hahaha.Thats my face when im bored.

Oh well,since its already 1.06 a.m. goodmorning then. Toodles,xoxo.

SUCK-ER

2009 begins with a beautiful morning.

Oh,what am i thinking, im gonna miss 2008. Too many things is changing. I miss 2008 already! : School is starting in 2 days.I can't wait to see all my friends.Catching up things and pick up where we left-of. Oh gosh,i sound so emo.haha.
Anyways,im bored. I never been this bored before. Hmmmm. Blog later laaa. My mojo is not working out right now.Its stuck in the middle of nowhere.

Toodles,xoxo.

french

hey hoooo... So, school is starting in four days time.Im really excited.haha,i acually have no idea why.hmmmmm,i feel so semangat to study :P. That is very very odd.hahaha. Anyways,i saw something in my purse.All of the sudden the memories keep rushing through. I was then thinking that it really is time and i guess im gonna do it when school starts.

Here's the words i wanted to write,i had to write it in french....im guessing you people are smart,go figure :)

"voici un collier et la carte de papillon que vous m'avez donnée sur notre 1e anniversaire. Vous probablement dont avez n'importe quelle idée du collier. Il y a votre nom. Je l'ai acheté à penang pendant mon voyage scolaire l'année dernière. Je couldnt le gardent, cause quand je le vois, il m'a coûté une douzaine de souvenirs. Son vous voulez lancer ceux négligemment ou garder cela, son vraiment jusqu'à vous. Je regrette vraiment que je ne puisse pas vous faire face, mais je suppose que je juste dont n'ai les tripes plus. Ainsi au revoir pour maintenant."

Oh well,done figuring it out? give me a write,alright? :) got to go.I'll blog again when im in-the-mood. toodles.

.xoxo.